©Val Douroux 2022


Updated: 6 days ago




I've never known a love like this.

I am not a doctor. I do not condone drug use.

Does anyone know where I can find any MDMA?

The first time I tried ecstasy, I was 15 years old. I'll admit, I was young.

I was working at Snowbird and I met some guys there that smoked weed. One of the guys had a crush on me, and invited me to party with him and his friends at his dad's house in Olympus Cove. It was a Friday in the winter. It was cold. We walked upstairs to the kitchen and made hot cocoa. The house was all glass and had an incredible view of the Salt Lake Valley. I took a blue pill. Sipped the hot cocoa. It burnt my tongue, and activated my trip!

All the lights: Bokeh. Drawing. Dragging.

I felt really warm, open, and great inside. I could tell this guy was trying to get fresh with me. He tried to kiss me and it was gross. I asked for a ride home, and he gave me a ride home. I could not believe I was on ecstasy. Every thing pulsated with a color and beat.

I laid in bed.

No chance of sleep. I closed my eyes and saw face after face, morph into another face - all people I've never met. I finally fell asleep, and slept in the latest I'd ever slept in my life.

I admit... The next day, I was drained. My jaw hurt. I was tired. My body definitely needed to rest and the whole weekend to rejuvenate.

By Monday, I was 100%.

I think with all drugs, we need to be careful, conscious, drink plenty of water, and nourish our bodies.

All in all:

I believe MDMA should be legal.

MDMA should be legal for married couples.

MDMA should be legal for veterans, trauma victims, and PTSD.

I believe MDMA should be accessible at a pharmacy. Prescribed to adults 18+

4 times a year. Once a season. Caution: It can be addictive, but honor it and you won't have any problems. MDMA is rare, and by the grace of God, used with grace and prudence, it can heal.