Updated: Apr 27
It's the purest a human heart has ever felt. It's pure love and appreciation. On the dark side, it's pure inhibition. Freedom is good while you're high, but very seldom on the playback. The first time I tried ecstasy, I was 16 years old.
It was a nice icy Friday in the winter.
I was hanging at The Bird after work, and the Skyline guys invited me over. One of the guys had a crush on me, and invited me to party at his dad's house in Olympus Cove.
I took the blue pill.
We smoked weed, walked upstairs, and that's when I felt it kick it. The house was made of glass and had a view of the Salt Lake Valley. Thousands of lights sparkled from downtown SLC to the Kennecott Copper Mine. He made hot cocoa. It burnt my tongue. I closed my eyes wishing that hadn't happened, and open them activated in a trip.
All of a sudden, I felt in love.
Light. Airy. Calm. Gentle. Delicate.
Yawning. Depleted of oxygen.
The Salt Lake City lights followed every direction my eyeballs moved. Bokeh. Drawing. Dragging. I could not believe I was on ecstasy. Everything pulsated with a color and an energy.
I felt really warm, open, and wonderful. I could tell this guy was trying to get fresh with me. He tried to kiss me and it was gross. I asked for a ride home, and he gave me a ride home.
I laid in bed.
No chance of sleep. I closed my eyes and saw face after face, morph into another face - all people I've never met. I finally fell asleep, and slept in the latest I'd ever slept in my life. 11am.
I'll admit... The next day, I was drained. My jaw hurt. I was super sleepy. My body needed to rest and rejuvenate the whole weekend.
By Monday, I was 100%.
I believe with all drugs, we need to be careful and conscious. Always drink plenty of water, and nourish the body with essential vitamins, minerals, and nutrients.
All in all:
MDMA needs to be legal.
MDMA can be used for healing trauma, veterans, and married couples.
MDMA could be accessible in a pharmacy. Prescribed to adults 18+
4 times a year. Once a season. Caution: It can be addictive, but honor it and you won't have any problems. MDMA is rare, and by the grace of God, used with grace and prudence, it can heal.